My first ever Blog reading EDHI SHB.
Khudi
EDHI SHB my ideal. Actually, the idea of the whole Nation. A legend. A man has no education, neither rich nor pride on his face. A man in the form of an angel on earth known as the “Angel of Mercy”. A man who lives for human beings. He spent their whole life serving human beings. He might be the world’s greatest living Humanitarian. He uses half of his money for the poor and this habit came from his mother when his mother gave him two paisas and advised him that give one paisa to any poor or needy. This is the #juststart point. He thought without limitations.
Edhi SHB every time suggested racing. And nothing however equaled in his passion for racing. He would be far ahead of the others and turn to stand proudly at the finishing line. He run with such speed when his friends lost interest in the sport saying.
“The race ends before it even begins. I hated failure and knew success was synonymous with efforts, by which rules I believe I could win”. This is my example. These lines of Edhi SHB inspired me a lot and remind me of something in my past. I want to share my experience related to this example of Edhi SHB.
When I was 11years old. I was in 7th standard I lost my father. I can’t explain in words that how I lost my hopes. I was fully blanked. When I was in 9th standard only my Mama supports me too much and always courage me in every step of my life. She is such a nice lady. Finally, by the grace of ALLAH, I passed my matric with 85% marks and got admission to govt college it's really honorable for me that I got a merit-based scholarship from my college. But in the journey of my intermediate, I face so many difficulties and nobody courage to me. Sometimes I feel panic and I was crying for hours alone in the darkroom. I was a little weak in English and its difficult for me to cover the 1st year course in 6 months but no one can understand this situation and everyone says that she couldn’t study the science subjects instead of courage to me. And I never get good marks I got only 50% and it was very shameful for me.
#JUSTSTARTED POINT
I realize that it’s not the end actually it's #Juststart. When I think that everything is over at the same time I realize that it’s a beginning. Only my Mama supports me. Then I repeat 3 subjects of my course in one year without any tuition and got 70% marks. I get merit base admission in govt university and with my study, I start teaching in the morning from 8 am to 12 pm after this I go to university from 2 pm to 8 pm. I bear my personal expenses on my own will, money that I receive from the school. Now I passed my 4 semesters with a 3.26 GPA. Recently I finished my internship and now I am at a master's level. It’s really hard to get this achievement for me if my Mama doesn’t supports me. I learn from my life a lot of things I can’t explain everything.
Your goals are the biggest challenge in your life which you face with the patient. Think a little, about a little. I can begin small but why should I think small. I learn from this journey that never ever give up even everybody against you just believe in yourself and start with small and do whatever you want Allah creates resources automatically. Work hard with the patient and you will achieve your goal. You can do everything but we need a little bit of push, an act of slight courage and yes you can make the way you need at least one supporter behind you who push you the courage every day. And yes I have one supporter my Mother in the form of a magician. And the biggest thing is that Trust in ALLAH. Just start with small.
